idk i ’m tryna keep this one for me. i’m in a period where almost everything is up the air: my job, my finances, my city, the fucking state of the world; more than usual, i’m feeling out of my body.
i read an article (watched a tiktok) that said that ~creative people~ without an outlet are almost always the most insufferable people you know; and honey, i’ve been insufferable for a while now. it sounds wankery, but maybe posting here (where no one else is) reminds me of the things that ground me: (1) curation of the things i like, and (2) and the development and continuation of personal aesthetic for aesthetic’s sake.
anyway, i hope posting things i like on this silly website/blog/(anti) social media platform does the trick - it’s almost foolish to ask any form of external thing to fix me, but hey, let’s see if this new outlet can at least soothe some symptoms <3
