been broken up for almost a year, still friends and text/call weekly but live in diff cities. have already done the classics of completely throwing myself into a new life, new hobbies and roots and wonderful friends and overall v fulfilling. But also I think about her and her new gf all the fucking time and it makes me feel winded and sick and derails my day rip how many times can one feel the same emotions (also I did the breaking up but have since grown more attached??? fucked up)