i wonder if i can keep my anxiety at a low not being on birth control as opposed to being on it. i’ve been on nexplanon for a healthy amount of years and i’ve been thinking a lot about its long term effects on my body. but, at the same time, not being on it opens up anxieties of being pr***** at an unopportune time for me. not super sure what my ask is but general musings and looming pit in my stomach..