this winter has just been funk after funk my room gets disastrously and shamefully messy and then after a couple of weeks i muster up the strength and courage to clean it and bask in that new fresh clean feeling that i’ve overcome the funk… just for it to slowly happen again. i have class and work tuesday - sunday and have been trying to find balance between those two and also having a social life, maintaining, strengthening and starting friendships. i have found both ends of the spectrum with being overwhelmed, burnt out, and becoming recluse but also finding such joy and fulfillment from these different communities and activities and experiences. how do i find the balance and how does that play into these funks? life is cycles but these funks are annoying… that’s all that’s my rant