I think we basically broke up yesterday, has been on my mind for a long time but didn’t expect it to just come out at the beginning of my work day. I’m going home tonight and need to have a more definitive conversation but I feel like I vacillate every second between feeling like it was finally the right thing to do and wanting to take it back and just watch Vampire Diaries all night with her. And it’s all just so sad. So yeah instead of writing a pro/con list and reflecting I’m coming to the internet for advice.