Shit has just gone down the gutter of late—having a rough time finishing the first year of college, getting diagnosed with bipolar 2 along with all of the autism and anxiety and OCD and ADHD and things, starting Zoloft and Lamictal, and now having to take a break from the most supportive relationship I’ve ever been in for the sake of both of our mental healths. It doesn’t help that I’m still coping with a few losses in my life this year like the death of my childhood dog, who was my shining beacon of hope. I have to believe in meaning despite this but it seems that the world is full of cruel happenings under such a subtle God. What are some things that make you feel better when literally everything has gone wrong? I like listening to anything David Berman has written. He gets it.