I’m so tired of being hurt. My ex (had to verify with one of his friends we actually broke up) ghosted me. I know I’m better off without him. He was awful to me. It still hurts though. It’s affecting all other areas of my life. I can’t trust people anymore. I don’t think it’s worth the risk because he was honestly the worst person I ever met. How to you even heal from that? I just feel angrier and more bitter every day. I just wish I could be soft and express myself again.