Both versions. I am sort of a fair weather fan of CSH but keep finding my way back to this song. It gives me the same immersive feeling of watching a short film/ reading a short story. all encompassing
You feel like you're a failure
And it's enough to make you sick
Listened to this song at the end of my RMYC term. In this big van with my crew, knowing that I'll probably never see them all together again like this driving together through the mountains. I was coming to terms with the end of my relationship, grieving that, and anticipating the grief of the end of my term.. knowing I'd have to go back to real life soon.
Deleted Twitter today and then was like hey why don’t I delete TikTok too.
So far so good. kind of feels like I cut out junk food. Less brain rot and eye strain happening over here.
(unfortunately instagram feels too real to part with I don’t know why. but maybe one day...)
