woke up this morning crying. dreamt about moving away from my current home. the house i grew up in. into an apartment with a personal pool, just a couple minutes away from my hometown but far enough from the beach i could no longer quickly skate to and friends houses i could casually stumble into. i sat by the pool criss cross applesauce with my family watching me cry uncontrollably until i woke up teary eyed. i dont want a pool.
