i’m in my mid 20s but frequently meet 30 (and sometimes 40) year olds that are much less mature than myself, and i also meet 20 year olds that clearly have their life together more than i do. just try your best and try to act like the adult you want to be and examine what things in your life are keeping you from being them
they loss, just a redirect. find volunteer work even if it is 1 hour a week. compartmentalize the online job searching and force activities that bring pleasure, ideally irl. Freedom isn’t exactly free but time is all we have so in a way congrats on the new wealth. Hope you find formidable fit at your next place of employ!