and writing it all down : In your notes app
In your cranium
In your blood cells lil ex. “I think I fell for him the moment I saw him dance to reggateon under the blue lights — ”-
there’s something about dedicating a piece of your heart & imagination to a person, often, for me, with zero reciprocation. the desire to love & be loved growing stronger everyday, dreams flooded with their smile, voice. i like to think i’m happy with the made-up scenarios & longing looks, or maybe i’m just a coward.
A whirlwind of a romance. kissing at every stop light and street corner. Showing each other off. Holding each other like missing puzzle pieces. it’s equal parts delirious and devastating when they have to leave. If you can handle the devastation I say do it.
something a lil breathtaking about seeing the nocturnal street lights and the urban sprawl of ur city with fresh eyes, the breeze hitting just right like “you know what… love exists here“
and then you almost get hit by a car making the wrong turn
