Sometimes you need to go pensive hermit mode, teetering on psychosis, in like the chillest way possible. And you see the vitality exerted into suffering.
why would i live in the real world when I could live in abstractions and protective mental layers survival guides and guidelines and factions, maps and diagrams and how tos and explanations and techniques and little mental photographs philosophical soliloquies and poetry and wanderlust neptunian narrations incessant observations hilarious meta ironic analyses and horny shame based accusations hyperreality nonsense and reality television intimacy above the problem aquarian fantasies all in retrospect retroperfect retrogradual increments all divided in on separate screens up in the watchtower and instead i dip my toes in masquerade balls mimicry conduit flavorless flavors ornamental killing me softly slowly bankrupt and lonely assertively distasteful blanket statement insults and coiled up mangled incantations as handfuls of figureless paintings and moronic amelioration fornicate and making magic angels fight from angles only some could bare to see
like actually going out and trying things. put in an effort and take pride in that (being effortless is soooo out for 2024). use this platform to find new amazing things! you can never really know what you like and what brings you joy and fulfillment and all that cheesy stuff unless you actually go and really try a bunch of stuff. I love trying!
