It feels like a drug because you can’t explain why you’re feeling this way, you feel light and warm and fuzzy. You want more, you want it to last forever
Going in the sun for more than an hour and feeling slightly manic late into the night. Smoking cigarettes on Ritalin. gracing Parties sober and then climbing structures on a roof in brooklyn. wearing shiny things and adorning yourself with perfumery and maybe something like cashmere. Feeling a pep in your step when that one song comes on
I'm the most sober I've been in over 15 years and let me tell you not only am I having dreams again but I can feel everything... that grasshopper chilling on a daffodil in the front garden? oh yeah I can feel their feelings too
