procrastination is a thing that iāve always done, and recently its showing its face again in my life in a very real way. but there is something iāll always love about the built-up stress of a million things i have to do and the release of figuring it all out right before the deadline unless i donāt make it in timeā¦.
More like ptsd from all the times Iāve cut it too close but itās somehow always worked out. I wake up with chest pain from how anxious I am and trying to calculate how many hours in a row I need to work on a paper or revise for a test
My dad teases me about how when I was a little kid, my favorite thing to do when I was on the landline phone with somebodyābe it a relative or one of my best friendsāwas to breathlessly describe the things that were in my bedroom so that they could have a mental picture of everything I loved and chose to surround myself with, and where I sat at that moment in time. Perfectly Imperfect reminds me of that so thanks for always listening and for sharing with me too š
