When he says, “Maybe you should close your beautiful eyes my beautiful Chase | You can’t imagine how I want to kiss your eyelids” I follow instructions, imagine it and then cry. Works for me! Hope that helps 💋
There's something so romantic...
Rotting in bed rn after too many beers but I got up, brushed my teeth, and put red lipstick on. Now I'm back in bed listening to tunes with the curtains drawn. I am not happy but I am content🫶
I had been going through endless sleepless nights and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I took some pills and went outside, sat on a bench and watched the stars, smoking cigarettes and dozing off, hoping with all my heart to finally fall asleep, because then I’d finally be at peace.
I went to the cemetery and dozed off between two graves. Looking at the stars while thinking that those people could no longer see them broke my heart, but I was also grateful to still be here to see them myself.
Maybe I took too many pills, because I ended up sleeping for more than 24 hours and don’t really remember everything that happened afterward. Apparently, I went to my best friend’s place, she gave me coffee and cigarettes, and I found my first gray hair. Apparently, I also went out to buy a pain au chocolat, because there’s an empty bag on the living room table.
It might have been a bit too emo, a bit cringe, and kind of dangerous, but I can’t say I regret the experience
Oh, and I ran into a cat.
It stopped and stared at me; it probably isn’t used to running into another frightened little piece of vermin
Today is the release of my new EP, and being an independent musician is HARD AF.
So I’m feeling down, because I know this project, the one I poured my heart and soul into, will not reach all the places and people I would want. So here it is, my GARAGE SALE. Hope you like it ❤️