if anyone else suffers with a leftist malaise leading to not doing stuff ive started just trying. just trying to write an essay even if its not how i think it should be or just trying to do, say a pushup instead of seeing it as an all or nothing path. just reccing this so people remember not to fall for foolish ways!!!!!!
like actually going out and trying things. put in an effort and take pride in that (being effortless is soooo out for 2024). use this platform to find new amazing things! you can never really know what you like and what brings you joy and fulfillment and all that cheesy stuff unless you actually go and really try a bunch of stuff. I love trying!
I’m working through this right now and even though I’m terrified I’m just happy that I’m taking the steps to get where I wanna be. It’s a gift to fail. It’s means you’re trying.
as a little treat I allow myself a bit of deviation … as a bigger treat I allow myself the compassion and knowing that failure is human nature and I can just start again tomorrow
gonna go pretend like I didn’t recc this at 7am now! ciao :)
seriously, what a beautiful thing. i just emerged from one, oh a warm fountain of clean water. it's a real luxury. and a nice oil or lotion and a facial moisturiser. clean pyjamas. what a rejuvenating and lovely thing.
“It is what you read when you don't have to that determines what you will be when you can't help it.”
― Oscar Wilde (and my library's wall)also i literally dont what it even measn)
'my life is a series of ritualsitic humiliations the likes of which would destroy anyone with a weaker constitution, but i beat on'
- rayne fisher quann (this is also my life motto)
'in a dream you saw a way to survive and you were full of joy
-jenny holzer
good luck diva!