i listened to this a ton at the end of high school when i was scared and angsty about going to college, and now when i hear it i can feel the same pit in my stomach, remember the long drive and the weather when i moved out. something about this album is uplifting but intensely lonely at the same time.
for fans of dream pop β this album is so beautiful but so depressing so I canβt listen to it often π it reminds me a lot of a time when I felt super lonely and isolated but I think it makes me reflect on how much has changed for the better too. but anyway I just think the songs are good :)
You feel like you're a failure
And it's enough to make you sick Listened to this song at the end of my RMYC term. In this big van with my crew, knowing that I'll probably never see them all together again like this driving together through the mountains. I was coming to terms with the end of my relationship, grieving that, and anticipating the grief of the end of my term.. knowing I'd have to go back to real life soon.
