so often I have this need to shove them away from me into the corners of the room but when you do that the room becomes very small and dim very fast. I think it is okay to be close to your feelinfs even though it can feel so painfully bright and clear like the wide open morning
yep, I've been practicing this. I've always been so scared of the depths of my emotions so I'd avoid and they'd come up at the worst times. learning to love myself even when I have a big ass cry to myself is so necessary
Even though it hurts like hell. Even though it’s wildly inconvenient. Even though you feel stupid or embarrassed for feeling it. Even though you’ve psychoanalyzed yourself to death and traced the issue all the way back to your childhood mistreatment. The only way out is through here.
kinda need to take a moment to disconnect myself from the rhythm of heavy emotions that i’ve been feeling. everything feels like a burden and i just want to move onward. i wanna be free and wild like i expect myself to be, but being who i am, it comes with other side effects. i think too much. more than i wish i did. i just want to be able to do and feel everything without thinking i might be too much. those that make sense?????
Gazpacho only in the late summer, persimmons only in the winter, etc. just because we can import anything from anywhere anytime doesn’t mean we should. Nothing is special if you can have it whenever you want it.