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i like don’t know what to do with myself now there’s too many options should i be productive or creative or work out or spend money or don’t spend money or lay in bed on my phone or read??
Jun 10, 2024
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i feel like i gotta let myself be bored more. i freak out when i have nothing stimulating or nothing to do, but in a society that relies so heavily on productivity and buying stuff, how about i just let myself have nothing to do? and allow the feelings that come with it i guess. half the time im only doing things to show people i do things.
Dec 27, 2024
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Sometimes I get in bed, I’ve done nothing but breathe, stay in place, and distract myself for the entire day, and I feel a pretty heavy weight that’s only gotten bigger as I’ve gotten older; you know that voice that says, “i’ve got to do what this successful person did or i need to finally take that advice or i need to be PRODUCTIVE”. and in fact, I spent the whole day worrying so much about being productive that I didn’t do anything I really wanted to do in the first place. And that’s okay! We are not machines, we’re not broken or repaired, we just are. we are not measured by what we can produce, even though the society we live in wants us to feel that way soooo bad. Fuck that. find the love in the world and everything else will fall into place. be okay with doing nothing
Feb 1, 2024
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did i sleep badly? is it because i haven’t left the apartment properly for a few days? god, i don’t like any of the things i’m working on today. god, today i don’t even yearn for love. what is GOING ON.
Feb 6, 2024
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i refuse for the only times that i’m naked to be sex and showering. free yourself
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when life smacks u in the face u realize what a lil bitch u were before and puts everything into perspective. instead of whining about how rough you have it and ruminating in regret, being grateful and having self compassion wins every time
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both are therapeutic both are necessary for human existence. those that are on their high horse stop lying to yourself
Jan 28, 2024