nobody irl has ever understood me the way she does before. i dont have to explain myself to her, but she lets me anyways because it makes me feel better. she has the most wonderful interests and the most vibrant personality, and she likes hearing about my interests, and whenever i talk to her about anything there's such a feeling of understanding. i called her one time in tears over something i struggle with due to autism that was negatively impacting me, and she told me how beautiful it is that my brain works differently and she wouldn't change a thing about me. i kind of downplayed it in my head until she called me crying a few days later over almost the exact same thing, and it really made me think about how if i can feel that for her, she really could feel that for me. i wouldn't change anything about her, and she truly gets me in a way that's so difficult to explain. she just understands me. im seeing her this weekend for an extremely belated valentines day celebration and im very excited :]