That little sign at the end of the street…The idea that sometimes the world is finite and not infinite...Being a kid and finding out what could possibly be at the ~end of the road~
paranormal fixation medication meddling forgotten formulaic synchronicity. seeing words in everything. seeing worlds in everything. letting myself go there because its my world to see. my life to live. my abstraction to complete. its all a possibility. and yours is beautiful even if it isnt neat. a couple things can spare your streak. whatever that means. formulaic and wondering weak. whatever that means. wandering forgotten nonsense lost in fashion found is tension leaning lessons finding blessings second guessing my own incessant guessing. first blows through and then its not a joke anymore its real life its a factor its a mediator in the game the ran out horses dashing and fired and wrong and beguiled.
after All, every town becomes abandoned , a ghost, a husk of it's lifetime preserved in the chemicals Of light appearing on our Dark reflection. Isn't it horrifying ? fleeting Alike to the river Unrelenting upon the dirt Washing away every misconception of Life in the soil. We will become but ghosts and relics of a time of hope. our Lives predict the future ! O Boy.
There's a real death rattle going on for indie rock or whatever we're calling the kids who play guitars. So self-serious, so self-respecting, so self-important. Dour and dreary. Image conscious and with so much inhibition. Where is our Tom Waits or Lucinda Williams or Silver Jews or Smog or...? I mean, fuck. Even the National would kill a bottle or two of sauvignon blanc on stage. We deserve a better class of bands. We deserve the Replacements getting shitfaced and lamenting (stammering?) mid-song about losing a girl's number again or trashing David Bowie's dressing room. Or, y'know...Being blackout on SNL
I love walking around the city and seeing like a full blown rockabilly kid or a Robert-Smith-eyeliner-goth (the clown-core thing is EXEMPT from this I hate seeing you clown makeup mf'ers)