I dont usually remember dreams but about a month ago when I was first going back 2 sleeping in my vehicle or in a hammock camping, every night I would have a vivid dream of the location id fallen asleep at, where some stranger would come find me (just a fear of mine manifesting). But!!!! There was this one where I was sleepin in my hammock on the side of a lake, and the person showed up n brought me this like, box thing (inside the box wasnt important, just trash), but it was made out of leathery flesh, and when they gave it to me I realized it had been mine before, because the flesh had tattoos I had done on it, ooooooooooo... Pretty weird, anyways as a little kid whenever I got sick I would have reoccurring nightmares where I was #planking suspended on a single long-ass needle pricking one of my vertebrae, surrounded by a white empty void. it would happen as sleep paralysis sometimes where I would b lying down awake but couldn't move cause I was stuck on da needle. Idk I blame autism
Which makes me feel like I must be fucked up or defective or something idk. That reminds me last night I had a nightmare that I worked at a daycare and one of the small toddlers tried to nurse on me and I was so disturbed. and then i was playing catch with my coworkers with a big beefsteak tomato and I volleyed one back at a girl and hit her in the face with it and everyone kept telling me she was going to die. Also there was a haunted car
Why am I 30 and still having nightmares like I did as a kid? Seems to come in waves (even when I swear I donβt feel anxious??) Last night I woke up 3x and went back into the same supernatural/scary nightmare and now I feel like I never slept!
Itβs the best and the worst.
So many dreams that sometimes idk if my memories are real or just past dreams I had. my reoccurring themes are: -car crashes (every dream in which I drive I lose control of the car and crash) -sexual harassment or assault (all by creepy old men) -teleporting (I teleport a lot in my dreams, once I went inside a change room in the mall and ended up in japan) -fights ( I beat the shit out of people in my dreams but I swear Iβd never do that irlβ¦π) -animal attacks ( bears, raccoons, rats, pumas, horses?!?!)
I recommend being cringe becuz u shouldn't be embarrassed about being happy and cool *so long as ur not harming ppl* so get on out there and have some fun and be urself