so far, turning 24 has brought with it the sobering realization that my life wonāt simply happen to me, and all the boring, healthy, ritualistic sh*tāonce seeming like baseless naĆÆvetĆ© spouted unanimously by people who had this epiphany far sooner than iāactually works. so far, 24 has been about catching up to the me that i wanted to be by now, and giving myself grace for keeping her waiting.
that baboon from bojack horseman mightāve been onto something. it does get a little easier, on the condition that you keep trying. iām gonna go make some tea