sometimes being alone with my thoughts is the only thing that reminds i'm a real person and that i don't just exist to advance the plot of other people's lives
I often wonder too. I came to realize, that people i would like probably do the same stuff like me, which is staying in my room and wait for something to happen. so idk...social sports maybe? Tell me if you found out.
disregard digital validation and don't let numbers be a gauge of how well you're doing. starting out with a small and loyal reader base is way more important than having a million subscribers