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I've been called Leah Michelle for a bit because of my inability to coherently read and focus too much of my time on consuming Computer Science content. I started maybe reading what an introspective adolescent would read such as the Secret History by donna tart and The Bell Jar. It's really opened a can of words and had me really self assess on my personal "brand". Why is it so one-dimensional? Is it really just me trying to be different and quirky? Is the continous hunger to accurately define what I am cringe because that identity is not static? I think I kind of just want to get a snapshot of what I am right here right now. omg get a room, talk to a therapist like  🙄. Sorry chat. Last week I really liked watching:  I Saw the TV Glow, The Substance, Scavenger's Reign, SnowPiercer, and Moulin Rouge Las week I really liked reading: Bell Jar, Secret History, 1, and I'm thinking of ending things. So much better than the movie.
Oct 23, 2024

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i totally get this. every time i watch a movie or a show it feels like it morphs into my personality a little and i become a combination of everything that has ever influenced me in any way. but i don’t think there’s anything cringe about wanting to know yourself, i think it’s perfectly human actually. side note: i loved the secret history!
Jan 17, 2025

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