i don't have degree/exp or sum. but i've always wanted to do all creative things i like, wanted to live like an artist. i rent a cheap office and listened people for order of advertising agency (it also was founded by me and my brother lol). it looked like that movie scenes when characters also assign a casting and all freaks come... some people are very motivated and inspired! i want to ask some of them to shoot music videos and smth (i'm also musician) do you think they'll like that?
i realized if you're broke or from nowhere you still may do what you like and you can come place you dreamed about. i really feel that i can do everything...
last night i was in a cafe and i was very high, the waiter brought me a milkshake in a faceted glass.... somehow i always notice that in cafes: faceted glasses give you immense vibe of old european cinema... like 70x french movies... does anyone feel the same?
first listened to it in october/november (shitty gloomy weather) after break up, i returned home at 3am from some bar for morons. couldn't sleep so i just sat down on the floor right in front of subwoofer and started to listen to it. i can't remember the last time i sat motionless and just listened to a music album. my dimly lit bedroom turned orange, i felt hot sunny wind, smelled slight weed (that didn't change). yeah, i was listening some stories from 70s man, but it didn't matter, cause i found myself in my own built and living world.
i could see it clearly like i couldn't see at all... pure music
no visions but innervisions
