Because I've never been to New York and I don't love her but she is brining me down. I keep improvising to this song, it makes me feel things (I'm a dancer idk)
laugh out loud when you find something funny, don't deprive yourself of the LOL. When I laugh at random times my friends just say 'oh, don't mind her she's just open laughing', you can open laugh too, it's fun, you'll feel better.