you don't have to be on edge about everything all the time... trust that you can handle whatever is on the other side of your worries. it rarely is as hard or as painful as you think it will be... yeah <3
coming to terms with that is tough but also really liberating. all you can control is your immediate world so just do what makes you happy and try not to put too much pressure on yourself.
i love the feeling of new beginnings... the almost unlimited nature of them... no judgment just exploration... potential of discovery... oh yea that's my jam.. i wish i could approach everything in life like this..
today i thought i wanted to quit my job but i knew i was only thinking that because i was tired as hell and when i'm not i do appreciate the job i have... idk i just feel good about the fact that i'm able to identify these types of feelings while they're happening and just push through them cuz they're inevitable but they're never final
