when it was lockdown i missed going to the shops and wandering around quietly browsing with headphones on ๐ but now i can do it at will again i appreciate it even more. especially daytime during the week when it is mainly young parents and old people ๐ i find it very meditative. i love to see others browsing and bustling about their days
lately Iโve been doing chores/sitting in Ubers/hanging out alone without music or podcasts and it is nice to just stare into space and experience ur thoughts sometimesโฆโฆ Can be scary! But nice too :)
Going on a walk without listening to music and better yet without my phone washes my brain clean. itโs a sort of version of meditation to me. I canโt meditate for more than 3 minutes but I can do this for an hour. It makes me feel like a real person amongst other people. I also tend to remember Iโm a whole body with arms and legs and not just a brain. it gives me time for my brain to go empty or to think about something I didnโt realize I was trying to ignore.
my angel friend erin bought me this magnetic dog keychain in japan and its sooooo cute and i love it when it flips inside my bag and peeks out like a real handbag dog ! thank u erin!
obviously a classic - and i obviously think "WOW! no wonder this is a classic" every time i read a classic HOWEVER... truly so incredible in its themes and imagery - betrayal, revenge, nature, god, no god, death, love, passion! i reread it for the first time since i was a teenager and i just cannot believe how powerful and disturbing this book is, i can't even imagine how scandalous it would have been. one thing i love most about wuthering heights is how married human life is with nature and the environment. animals, plants and the moor landscape are intertwined with the two houses and the families. i loved the constant mention of dogs and birds throughout. so incredible and so wild. can't believe she wrote this and died.