Engaging with myself critically has actually cost me so much of my life. I've been made to feel as if I were an idiot or simply crazy but I live apologetically and carefully because they simply do not know... I hope they know this is me caring.
I just played around with Ektar 100 recently, and the pictures are so punchy, some of them turned out well and the others weren't focused properly but overall I'm so happy with the results! I had pushed the film by two stops during development so that the contrast was stronger
