Being nonchalant - while it seems cool and all - is SO unproductive. All it has done for me is assisted in suppressing things that I need to work through. And who really wants to surround themselves with cool people who just don't care?? What do you talk about if you have (or pretend to have) no passion or interest in the world around you. Idk.
honestly when did we decide that not caring about stuff is cool? there is nothing cooler than caring about things and sharing it with other people? life is too short to be cool. be more uncool. it's the only way to live. also literally who cares if people think you're uncool - that's a them problem, not a you problem.
it’s more fun to care about things online than having to uphold this exhausting facade of coolness like idk man i feel kinda cool being passionate about trivial matters online
Engaging with myself critically has actually cost me so much of my life. I've been made to feel as if I were an idiot or simply crazy but I live apologetically and carefully because they simply do not know... I hope they know this is me caring.
Usually I'll make a different Pinterest board for each season so it's easy to find for outfit inspiration, but this year I'm trying out making one big continuous board. Also have been including cool furniture and spaces and overall energy to try to manifest the feel of the board becoming the feel of my life. Not sure how to manifest it other than hyperfixating every other day and adding more pics and admiring but it's a lot of fun, I recommend.
