either you start digging into etymology and deep cut grammar rules and studying why they are the way they are…. or you write the silliest, non grammatical sentences you can think of and then figure out why they’re wrong and if their value is actually impacted by grammar
write and talk in an ideosyncratic style. pronounce words in the way you like to even if it’s ”wrong”. spell with a flair for the creative. it will make u harder to understand but people love an incomprehensible mystique
maybe i’ll use a full stop, maybe i won‘t.
maybe i’ll use a comma maybe not
maybe ill make use paragraphs
maybe ill just not make sense at all because of spelling mistakes o won’t fix ill keep you on your toes while you try and dissect what ive written
Y'all ever write a word and suddenly it looks wrong? Like, the word just looks unusual. Then you cross it out and write it again but it's still the same cause the spelling is right but it looks so wrong! And so you repeat, but it remains the same and at that point you're agitated! What the actual fuck is wrong with me!
And so you just ignore it and continue writing but it still bothers you. You look in the dictionary and the spelling is still the same and the word still looks wrong and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it.
at least casually. don’t delete the accounts but don’t have the apps on your phone either. rediscover your love of reading thru the magic of recognizing titles strangers are holding on the subway. become a subway reader. don’t use sound as an escape from your thoughts/feelings/surroundings. grocery shopping without headphones is actually kind of beautiful! pick up a new hobby or two or three. one of them should be something you’re not good at, and at least one should be no- or low-cost. never. stop. learning. the library, the parks and rec department, and nearby museums offer great materials already but also usually have free lectures or courses. go outside more. like, a lot more. (took this much less literally, so apologies if it’s not what you’re looking for lol — as a narcoleptic I have no tips on how to Not Sleep since Sleep is basically my job)