Alexa play Song To The Siren by This Mortal Coil I love the way he was confusing the hell out of me with his art since I've watched Twin Peaks for the first time when I was about 13 years old.
it sounds pretentious but listen it’s like however long, ”too long” I had several epiphanies while watching it like I have so many subconscious movie or plot expectations like first of all it’s length and then it’s content I was like ohhhh were ramping up for something there’s gna be a jump scare!!! Like just made me reevaluate all of the ways we’re trained to expect and experience what we watch and how fcking good David lynch is at punishing you for viewing cinema m that way and then retraining you
this took me embarrassingly long to finish and actually I don't think it's very good, but at least it's finally done
maybe the next project will be 100% mine c:
Will I be played again? Possibly. Am I a fool? Until the very end. But I'm just a girl with genuine feelings and I'm gonna stop apologizing for actually caring for someone. If that's what makes me a loser then so be it. I did everything I could to make someone feel special and I refuse to feel like I'm the insane one.