I feel mostly free in the evening like when I am done with what needs to be done and I am on the bus next to the window and watch the same route that I take every day as the sun goes down, I feel free with no worries and like a weight has been removed from my shoulder even if it is temporary but it is alright That is my idle perspective of freedom
it has been a long long time since i have had a consistent living situation like i do now so being able to build regular activties into my life that i love has been giving me joy. i can feel myself creating discipline and deepening knowledge and care. there is a certain freedom in the routine
my morning plans got cancelled, so I had a big chunk of my day completely free to just roam around the city & really take things in. the world looks & feels incredibly different when youโre not rushing to get from point A to point B on a tight schedule & have the freedom to just observe without any looming time constraints. such a lovely feeling & I gotta remind myself to take pauses more often so I donโt feel like Iโm getting sucked into an incessant work/errands/appointments loop with no end. today was a lovely reminder of that!
I started loving being alone most of the time, it made me feel bored and empty at first when I started living alone but now I am starting getting used to it and embracing it and realizing it wasn't that bad after all.
one of the best thing that could happen to a person is changing and expanding his perspective.
