when i was in PHP for my ED they locked away my phone from 9am-3:30pm every day so when i came home i would have go on phone time like crazy to overcompensate. part of that go on phone time was watching this music video on repeat at least 4 times in a row each day. i honestly could not tell you why as i was never a huge nicki minaj fan, but it came up in my recommended and i really liked it. obviously the song is catchy and the video looks fun, but beyond that, it’s really just about being confident in your body and in your sexuality and that was exactly what i needed at the time.
OK so basically this was their year. As I am sure the following years will also be. The thing about Snow Strippers is that they’ve put out a crazy amount of music in the last few years, and it’s consistently way too good and dynamic. So What If I’m A Freak had the sample heard around the world (FUN FACT IF I ACTUALLY KILLED MYSELF YOU COULD GET ARRESTED FOR THAT) and I mega enjoyed listening to it full volume bass blasting in the passenger seat (don’t drive) of a car. Sounds so good in a cute guys car… sometimes I wonder if you like it when I’m dying for it
I was so obsessed with this song when I was 14 ever since I first listened to it on Gossip Girl (still am), and I remember vividly, having it permanently on my YouTube history search, only for a guy to read that and think I was looking for porn 😔. On YouTube of all places. 🥲. I got ridiculed. I felt shame, but not anymore. I LOVE THIS SONG.
this is what i look like. this is what i look like without a long ordeal of applying sticky goo to my skin that makes me look like your AI girlfriend. i am hot no matter what, so deal with it!
