It feels like a huge stage where everybody can hear me and i am obligated to be at my best behavior, say something original and just not spread misinfo or be dumb.
I mean honestly I feel isolated always, and social media makes my isolation worse sometimes. I’ve always felt very strange and like I don’t necessarily belong a certain place so I find it hard to truly connect. I spent a lot of time on the internet and talked to strangers as a kid and I found comfort in not truly knowing these people. They didn’t know the “real” me either. I think people are more obsessed with creating a certain persona and presenting it on social media.
after using perfectly imperfect as my primary social media, posting on instagram feels like someone is holding a gun up to my head and also like everyone is laughing at me
I enjoyed it more when i was actually bad at it. i wanted to create so much and couldn't wait to get better.
now that i can; i dont want to anymore.... i think it was a bit fast and now all i see are mistakes.
i enjoyed it more when i was actually bad.
