I just had a week off work. I got to see the opening night of Ghost's world tour & hear new songs ten days before their album drops. I made a new friend on friday and we had a genuine connection and I haven't let my anxiety or obsessive tendencies (idk if thats quite the right word) spoil the vibes or make me spiral. I have felt good for the first time in a long time!!!
But I have to be at work tomorrow morning and that has honestly singlehandedly undone all of that healing lmao. It won't be that bad, probably. My job is... fine, usually. But the dread never goes away!
