I am one of those lucky fucks who loves their job and I am here to tell you it is possible. I don’t do glamorous work and I would hazard a guess that most people wouldn’t want my job — even I didn’t five years ago! My 20 year old self would never have dreamed about the career path I ended up on.
My job is challenging, my colleagues are interesting and kind, and every day I get to do my best (and I always get to try again tomorrow). What more could I want?
I recommend pursuing challenge, mentorship, craft, and mastery in *whatever* you do and let the rest take shape. You definitely have aptitudes you haven’t discovered yet. Let them flourish!