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This song picks at my anxiety while also validating it (would not rec if you’re actively spiralling!)
sometimes you’ve just gotta try to headbang the neurotic feels away
Feb 11, 2025
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“I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again”
Yelling along to this song in my car has been the catharsis I needed this week.
Feb 28, 2025
i value repetition & loudness (volume & atmosphere) for my meltdown music . both of these songs (by julian casablancas & the voidz + sufjan stevens) have almost meditative flows that you can tap into especially when listening loud & on repeat , building until they are all encompassing .
the heavy distorted riff in sadness & the mantra of i want to be well (i‘m not fucking around!) have been steady accompaniments to many of my meltdowns , spiritual & otherwise .
tbt to scream/crying i want to be well in the car on calgary highways 🤘🥲
Aug 18, 2024
I caught a cold earlier this week and decided to ignore its subtle, yet deleterious and lingering effects on my body. On the fourth day (yesterday), after high-intensity training and taking two capsules of psilocybin, I decided to drive to the local café to put in some more work. I’d been listening to this song all day—my head was rolling. If there was ever a moment that I’d felt closer to damnation, it was when I walked into the building and wished for complete annihilation. This isn’t anything new—I’ve experienced these episodes on and off since I was a child. But something about this particular bout made me realize I should be grateful, judge less, and have mercy. I called loved ones to tell them how sorry I was for words I’d said and actions I committed that may have hurt them—almost as a final act of salvation before my ultimate oblivion.
I met Lucifer at the bleeding edge, shrieked into the void—with one last gesture of love, forgiveness, and meaning—and anchored myself back to earth.
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This song is something potent!
1d ago
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I’m here in the moment with you bro, it’s fleeting, elusive, stay with me before it’s gone
Feb 9, 2025
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No, it’s not a looming breakdown.
*I’m forecasting, I’m emotional project managing, I’m curating*
5d ago
Only wearing #5 from now on, purely so I can refer to myself as *saved with a smattering of tongues*
Mar 11, 2025