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can`t believe im saying this but, im so exited to go back to uni after spending an entire month at home doing abseloutly 0 social activities
to be fair i did have a great time with myself and even tho im an introvert, not connecting with the outside world is not good for my mental state
its kinda like a black hole, pulling me deeper and deeper, the more i stay like this the more im scared to go out and talk to ppl
i dont wanna undo all the progress i made this year
when i remember how i was last year... feeling shitty all the time , scared of ppl, 0 friends
i dont want that to be me again
IM COMING OUT OF MY SHEEEELLLLLLL AND IM NOT SCARED
i crave ppl i crave connections i crave friendship
and honestly cringing at every little interaction i had at the end of the day is much better than sleeping knowing i wasted another day of my short little human life, leaving no memories for my older self to lok back at
Feb 13, 2025
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βgetting back into shit i liked in high school (dumb youtube, goth music, crazy outfits) and i feel fucking awesome
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πUGH im so dissapointed with myself
two weeks ago i said ill go back to uni but i didnt, tried again this week, the second i stepped a foot into my dorm room i felt like shit so i packed my stuff took a lil nap cuz i woke up at 5am then commuted back to home
i also had plans with my friends tomorrow but i chickened out and canceled
im waaaaaaaaay too deep in my comfort zone
Feb 26, 2025
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πi was far too busy getting completely obliterated to do so in my early 20s. (do not recommend.)
but the experience of doing schoolwork now feels like it did as a little kid. you know.. before puberty knocked me awake to the reality of my shitty home life, which caused a haze of depression to fall over me.
in my single digit years i remember being so excited to do school work, and feeling so proud of myself when i did well. im getting a taste of that again. i never lost the exhilarating feeling i got from gaining knowledge that truly excites me. but itβs a beautiful new kinda thing with the added clarity gained from not being ripped on weed 24/7 and the added confidence gained from surviving the shit hand that was given to me as a kid. hang in there ποΈ
but the experience of doing schoolwork now feels like it did as a little kid. you know.. before puberty knocked me awake to the reality of my shitty home life, which caused a haze of depression to fall over me.
in my single digit years i remember being so excited to do school work, and feeling so proud of myself when i did well. im getting a taste of that again. i never lost the exhilarating feeling i got from gaining knowledge that truly excites me. but itβs a beautiful new kinda thing with the added clarity gained from not being ripped on weed 24/7 and the added confidence gained from surviving the shit hand that was given to me as a kid. hang in there ποΈ
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Mar 5, 2025
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π£doubt is driven by logic, but there is no logic in manifesting
presist and do not react to the circumstances that go against ur manifastations, observe them nuturally but do not accept them as ur truth
only what you assume is true will be your truth ,so keep presisting and ignore the 3D,
when you keep living you truth internally, sooner or later the 3d will have no other choice but to match them externally
Jun 23, 2025
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πtomorrow is the day i go back to uni
it feels more like a wedding day and im the bride AAAAAAAAAAA
im trying to give myself a mini glow up to make myself feel better
Feb 15, 2025