The story behind my relationship with this song is probably not all that interesting⊠but discovering it was a real cathartic experience for me. I first heard this song when I went to see The Caretaker perform live at the Lincoln Center and I think he performed a chopped up version of it⊠I knew I recognized the melody from somewhere, but I was too timid to pull out my phone and Shazam it mid-show. Weeks go by, Iâm still thinking about what that damn song was⊠I surf through The Caretakerâs discography. Nothing! I start sending voice memos to my musically inclined friends, humming how the melody went⊠nothing! Was I making up the existence of this song? Was I going insane? I saw Jon Rafmanâs amazing short âPunctured Skyâ where this exact thing happens to his protagonist (obsessing over a video game that he thought existed but no one could help him find it)... it had my number written all over it. I gave up and moved on with my life. But then, about a week or so ago, I was listening to Helena Delandâs new album while doing the dishes and I heard it again⊠a familiar melody⊠briefly interpolated on the song âDrawbridge.â But what was it?! No comments on YouTube helped get to the bottom of this musical mystery.  I sent it around frantically to all my friends. Ari Balouzian, who does the scores for my films, is a massive Midnight Cowboy fan and was able to identify it after a bit of trial and error. He sent me the Santo & Johnny cover (amazing in its own right)... and finally, after searching around on YouTube⊠I found it! A haunting piece of music, and the recording itself sounds so⊠brittle⊠that it almost adds an extra oomph to the aural sensation of bliss when you listen to it.