Big sun - ML Buch
When The Kissing Had To Stop - 9Million
Another Summer - Drop Nineteens
blood on the flag - Klein
Soapland - Drop Nineteens
Uncanny long arms (with Jane Remover) - underscores
Touching Screens - ML Buch
Feel It (All Around Me) - 9Million
Blow the Whistle - Klein
Song for J.J. - Drop Nineteens
role of fear - Klein
Whoosh - ML Buch
I keep thinking of more I’m sorry this is so long lol
Art and Music Will Live On — Skabel
Rainbow Drones — Dog Park Dissidents
Whose Eye Is It Anyway?? — Jhariah (all their stuff actually)
Rich People — Carsie Blanton
You Ain’t Done Nothing (If You Ain’t Been Called A Red) — Carsie Blanton
I Don’t Remember Asking You What Your God Thinks of Me — Pink Williams
The Devil is Real — Pink Williams
Don’t be Friends With Nazis — Pink Williams
Belly Full of Fire — Porch Cat
Elevators — Porch Cat
Ballad for Winter — Porch Cat
Origami — Vernon Jane
Fall 4 Me — VJ
Wifey — VJ
Smile More — Deap Valley
Burn Your Pedestals — Gen and the Degenerates
Adore Me — GATD
Tallulah — Company of Thieves
Casino (Bad Things) — Houndmouth
OHFR? — Rico Nasty (wildcard but I have a feeling about this one)
Spare Me — Jest
Blood — Starbenders
Diet Soda — Starbenders
Meticulous Bird — Thao
My Axe — Insane Clown Posse
Weather the Storm — Pastel
This is What You Came For — Pastel
5 days on (2 days off) — Kid Kapichi
Holy Water — Zippermouth
Bark Like a God — Sloppy Jane
Blood on the Reef — Torture and the Desert Spiders
Sinead, I’m Afraid — TATDS
Branching Out - The Death of Me
villagerrr, Merce Lemon - Never Everrr
Kim Gordon - BYE BYE
Quiet Light - Used to be Your Angel
Chanel Beads - I Think I Saw
Cindy Lee - All I Want Is You
Fust - Deep Down and Do Believe
MJ Lenderman - You Don’t Know The Shape I’m In
Bassvictim - Alice
Holidays in United States - Dog Song
Fat, Evil Children - Hatchet
xaviersobased - Softer
voyeur - Whisper
Jaeychino, SlimeGetEm - Me vs Me
Truman Sinclair - stuck
22° Halo - Orioles at Dusk
Horse Vision - 11
Nate Sib - banger of the year
Fcukers - Homie Don’t Shake
TAGABOW, Greg Mendez, SUN ORGAN - krillin
Bladee, Yung Lean - FUN FACT
ian - Goodbye Horses
Been Stellar - Passing Judgement
LUCY, SURF GANG - SAME THING
Mk.gee - I Want
Chatterton - Lakewood
Starling - I Want To
Charli xcx - Spring Breakers
Elias Rønnenfelt, Joanne Robertson - Soldier Song
Ken Carson - ss
This Is Lorelei - Where’s Your Love Now
F.G.S. - I’m Growing a Cross Around My Neck
Push Ups - Bleeding Thin
urika’s bedroom - XTC
Mars Argo - Lick It Like a Kitten
Still House Plants - M M M
Hovvdy - Jean
SahBabii - Viking
Astrid Sonne - Give my all
Nettspend - Skipping Class
The Hellp - Caustic
Double Virgo - Were there originals
SEES00000 - RAL2222
Kora Puckett - Forever or Just Then
SeeYouSpaceCowboy… - Chewing The Scenery
Addison Rae - Diet Pepsi
Crate - Julia
Devon Ross - Mine Not Yours
Hello Mary - Down My Life
julie - clairbourne practice
Sharp Pins - Every Time I Hear
Superfan - Something On Your Mind
Camila Cabello - B.O.A.T.
Friko - Get Numb To It!
Her New Knife - vitamin beauty
Font - Looking at Engines
Train Breaks Down - Forty Hour Suit
Post Malone, Morgan Wallen - I Had Some Help
Aspartame - Ship
shower curtain - wish u well
Hank - Angel Says and probably more that i’m forgetting <3
Up and Comer - Sprints
Starburster - Fontaines DC
The Gardener - The Tallest Man On Earth
The von dutch remix - Charli XCX et al
Harvest Moon - Neil Young
Sometimes Always - The Jesus and Mary Chain
Fall Right In - Beach Fossils
OG! - JPEGMAFIA
Heaven's On Fire - The Radio Dept
Crying, Laughing, Loving, Lying - Labi Siffre
I have a very strong desire for control over every aspect of my life and I’ve never been able to roll with things. Lately I’m trying to let go of this so I can participate in my ‘friendships’, which I have really been neglecting in recent years. Today a friend texted and asked me to go to the farmers market with her. At first I felt scared (lol) and inclined to ignore the message but I decided instead I would agree to go, and within 5 minutes I was in her car with her. It was a total blur and I was anxious out of my mind but I felt very grateful to spend time with someone I love. I’m terrible at conversing but even just to stand beside her was nice. We hugged before parting ways. I am glad that I did this.
If it irritates you to see people being negative, you know thats not something you yourself want to be. Dwell on why negativity bothers you. I‘d guess it has something to do with an innate knowledge that we all deserve kindness. Typically super negative people feel horribly about themselves, they have no other reason to say the things they do. It’s the type of person that tends to annoy me as well but when I think about that it makes me really sad for them, and then it feels easier to be compassionate. Anger releases dopamine. If you’re sad all the time, it feels better to get angry for a while. They’re struggling and desperately trying to make themselves feel better. We all need each others love.
I know people typically sit while they do it, but I’ve found laying down on my acupressure mat to be extremely helpful with meditation. I have not been practicing long and its still very difficult for me, but the acupressure makes me physically relax to the point that I am able to be listening and breathing calmly and feeling ‘okay’ enough to want to put my heart into the practice.