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January was genuinely horrible
the world felt like it was too much and I was isolating myself
But I’m pushing myself to go out!!! to explore!!!! to invite friends over!!!
Feb 19, 2025
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Went to a dumpling-making party last night hosted by old friends I haven’t seen in years despite living in the same city. I went alone even though I didn’t know anyone else there and it was so much fun!! I ended up staying until after midnight and I was the last person to leave the party. I was nervous at first but so glad I pushed through that feeling. Alcohol and the structured activity helped but I know I have the social skills to get through anything.
Jan 26, 2025
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I’m talking collage night I’m talking music trivia I’m talking magazine launches and clothing swaps and workshops and your friends shows even when you don’t really feel like going cause unfortunately you aren’t gonna meet anyone cool if you stay at home make going to stuff your personality
May 15, 2025
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I feel like im always the friend to initiate plans and go out and never the friend invited out by others. over time, and especially post-covid lockdown, I’ve basically stopped trying and therefore, spend a lot of time alone 🥲
Jun 29, 2024
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Mar 12, 2025
Almost a year ago I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for the second time. I was stuck in a cycle of emergency room visits, being referred to different services and attending crisis centres.
I felt so hopeless but I decided that I would give recovery one last shot and I knew it would need to be 1000000%.
My life has changed so much in the last year. Things still feel so hard sometimes but I’m managing. I dont feel so ashamed anymore and I’m making plans for the future again. I’m so grateful and happy I decided to get better.
This feels a bit self serving but I’m proud of myself. Something happened yesterday that would have sent me over the edge, but I’m coping. It still hurts a lot but I’m not hurting myself. It’s been nice to reflect on it today.
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