life has ups and downs and upheavals and I decided recently I would be 100% sober - it’s now day 3 and it feels uncomfy albeit serene to become familiar with every single emotion I’ve felt/haven’t felt yet
Comparable to: new and old friends reuniting/meeting for the first time and watching it all happen while you smile and let your giddiness take the wheel (first it’s panic but then excitement, it’s always the excitement that comes later)
