(By mass of the fermenting dregs)
i was hanging out with a guy after THE weirdest hookup of my life, pretty sure he decided heโs gay (not bi) because of me. A great song tho
I used to hang out with a coworker of mine on our breaks, we would drive around in my car and just chat. The first time we ever hung out he was on aux and played The Reason by Hoobastank, he belted at full volume the entire song. This shocked me because luckily I am nonjudgemental and I thought this was fabulous, and it was such a vulnerable thing to do with me and I felt very trusted. Unluckily he ended up being kind of awful to me when I rejected his romantic advances, but I really enjoyed this moment together and I can't stop thinking about it.
hear me out: youโre out with your girls dancing. the dudes that take up valuable space on the dancefloor to hold their drinks and vaguely nod their heads are long gone, driven out by the fervor. A man twirls his way into your group. He smells good and his hair is in beautifully oiled ringlets. He has the vaguely sad look of an Eastern European gay porn star. He calls you โgirlyโ and cheers you on. You allow him to lovingly feed you a starburst that he seems to produce out of thin air, his fingers almost in your mouth. He passes you a colorful little vial, and you gratefully go to town. This, you feel as the poppers make the blood rush to your head, is the beginning of something beautiful. Outside, during the collective smoke break, someone jokingly refers to the group as girls and gays. โOh,โ this beautiful man says in a clear, lilting voice, โIโm not gay but I WISH I was.โ Then he asks one of your friends if she wants to go home with him. Ladies, has this happened to you? ๐๐
We were just hanging out at his place no food, no water, no anything at all he just played music at me for like an hour. I was stuck in place with how awkward it was. He even dedicated a song to me about a โMexican girlโ when Iโm Thai and a guy. We donโt talk anymore. Though honestly Iโm not even sure it was my worst first date ๐
