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At the precipice of losing it all
All that is woven and torn
How must one feel for anyone
When they feel nothing at all
Mar 13, 2025
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😶Sometimes I feel sad for no reason sometimes I feel happy it feels like a oligarchy behind my skin like I truly have no control over anything they say we are just speaking through the universe. But that really misses me off. I don't ever feel like I know myself. Like I think to myself who is anyone really to listen to me. What I am to others. I have seen a impact but only in moderation with the longest skirt you can think of.
It's all recreational like a cloak.
The dagger is on a string thrown away through a sleeve.
Sometimes I feel like I am making progress but I honestly don't think that there was any progress made because I never truly tried to be the person I admired being I feel like I blew it and it's never going to get better.
I feel like my emotions put me in more danger than get me out.
For I am a husk.
It's all recreational like a cloak.
The dagger is on a string thrown away through a sleeve.
Sometimes I feel like I am making progress but I honestly don't think that there was any progress made because I never truly tried to be the person I admired being I feel like I blew it and it's never going to get better.
I feel like my emotions put me in more danger than get me out.
For I am a husk.
Jul 16, 2025
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🕳The irony to chase a high and end up so low. It’s wretched, hot and cold, impossibly uncomfortable, patterns form on the blank ceiling, receptors fail, so does the will, and no way in sight. A layer of dull colors the once vibrant. irritation, passive chaos and nothing seems to cooperate. Withdrawal.
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⭐im at my lowest i cant fathom despair more encompassing than that which encompasses me i am tired i am downtrodden yet i see a light i feel movement is it god or the tremors of the flesh i remain ignorant to the difference i only float up and away towards freedoms, lightness
Feb 6, 2024
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🏼It’s like a degrading storm, perhaps all storms are degrading by nature; maybe storms are a result of years of degradation.
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🏻We are all just arrogant maniacs speculating with such gravity about the supposedly dire possibility of our own mediocrity.