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Some days I can feel the craving of release, the soft whisper of an old "friend" beckoning me for just one more. Maybe on a thigh, perhaps the abdomen, but never in clear sight.
All these places oozing with insecurities, making me think that if I would make one single incision all of these emotions will finally get cut loose.
Mar 15, 2025
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I have a recurring memory that I would like to relive 1000 times because it was possibly the only moment I felt completely content. This memory was when I was lying on my bed in complete darkness, drinking copious amounts of Benilyn, listening to the old Blade Runner soundtrack with my best friend and sister. Itβs a fond but slightly destructive desire: lonely and connected at the same time.
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as i once did, back when only i mattered to me
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I shut away the dog,
But his growls still find me every night.
I shut away the dog,
But he wants me awake,
Refused to heal the bites.
I shut away the dog,
But he wears so many names, his face shifts shape β
Yet the weight never changes.
I shut away the dog,
But he's pressing on my chest.
Like deep water,
Tense with pressure.
I shut away the dog,
But I'm so close
To letting him back in.
I shut away the dog,
But I never locked the door.
May 19, 2025