i personally can’t deal with the underboob sweat and the probably unfounded but still anxiety inducing stares but i always take some sort of comfort out of seeing a girl with her nips out like that’s friend…
I think I struggle with people validation. Women’s validation. How they see me and how I’m being seen in a way I can control. it’s like a drug to be positive in the way I’m seen. Not just sexually but emotionally, financiall. I wish I was free of it but at the same time I want it. I like it. I participate in toxic gym culture to obtain it and maintain it. It’s draining.
