when i don’t tell anyone im trying something new, it makes me focus harder like im the only one accountable for the progress i make if i tell ppl then i look for validation at like every step and it’s annoying idk weird
AKA privacy? isolation? more so: i sometimes have no desire to share my art online, even if i know i should. i just don't always feel like it! (it comes in waves)
i spontaneously changed my entire career plans and i’m so excited about but haven’t told the people im closest to yet. IDK WHY. probably like fear of failure or something. but strangers don’t rlly care about your success. i mentioned my new plans to 3 randos today and they were soooo happy for me. i love strangers and they’re really not so strange
there are two types of solo dates i go on: one, where i sit with myself like at a restaurant/cafe i wanted to try or a movie i really wanted to see to enjoy it how i want to or two, where i surround myself with a new community so i feel less alone but I AM alone bc no one knows me options for one: movies, cafe/restaurant, library, thrifting, doing art outside, spa day, making a new meal at home, getting a sweet treat options for two: cooking classes, gym/zoomba classes, book clubs, pottery, hiking groups, escape rooms these are off the top of my head but enjoy yourself love there’s no one better to have fun with than yourself !
