i get so fucking angry sometimes. i feel a burn deep in my gut that i need to get rid of. at my worst, i’m throwing things or slamming doors, or saying something i’ll regret in hours.
today i woke up to some personal news that made me livid and i was so physically uncomfortable i just paced around the house. i couldnt fathom just not thinking abt why i was so mad so i wrote a SCATHING letter to the person i’m mad at. and oh my god it felt so good. i got a pen and a laptop the angry scrawling the angry clicking. ugh. amazing.
im not going to give it to her (unedited, at least) but it felt so good to just tell her how badly she fucked up with no regard for how she might feel.
anyway im pissed at my boss for the way she treated my coworker and i have to go in to work and see her in five hours. i got everything i needed off my chest so i can just go in to work, work my stupid shift, and move on